DO YOU ENJOY COMPETITION AND PUSHING YOURSELF? I have a "complicated" relationship with competition and pushing myself. I am deeply obsessed with self-development, which is partially fuled by an inherent competitiveness, but most recently, getting older, I have started challenging this side of me as I have recognized the flip side that comes with it. Preassure, anxiety, lack of empathy to name the worst. It will be a journey for the rest of my life to create some kind of equilibrium.